Why does it hurt so bad again. Why does it have to happen everytime. My heart is in a mess now. I wanted to go, but somehow something is stopping me from going..

Shits have to happen all the time. I really want to know whats the root of the problem. I'm already at my bottle neck. Too much. Really just too much stuffs. When will it stop and give me peace. I just want to lead a simple life. A simple peaceful life. That is all i wanted. Its hard. Its impossible. Life will always be like that. Full of shits and many more things. Problems are generated by the brain. Feeling what is right is judge by your heart. Saying sorry is not everything. It makes things worst. Makes you feels weaker. And why bother to do the things you know you will end up saying sorry. Happens almost everyday. And i'm holding on. For the sake of you.