In conclusion,
I'm stupid cause I just cant keep my mouth shut.
I'm useless cause I cant do anything to help.
I'm just another stupid retard out there who is stupid enough to do all these. .

Lie is I just want to send you home
Truth is I dont trust myself that you will get home safety alone.

Lie is I just want you to listen to me.
Truth i I dont want you to take me for granted

Lie is I'm all ok.
Truth is my heart is aching badly now.

I'm crying for you now. .

I love you too much i wont even think of letting you go now.
Although i keep saying you can always find me in your heart.
But the truth is that,
its hard to let go of you every time i need to go.
I love you.
Really love you alot . .

Do you know how pain my heart goes when i hear your unhappy voice?
Its really painful. Painful enough to make me tear for once.
I'm afraid.
I'm scared.
Fear. .

Being with you is the happiest time of my life now.
Your smile and voice mean everything to me now.