the other side of me . .

Sunday, November 30

You're not the only one who is scared.
I'm afraid too.
What if one day u leave me.
Leave me all alone to die in my own dreams again.
Never let you go. .
Its never a promise.
Its a commitment that i will make to you .
A commitment which i will make till u ask me not to.
I really love you.
I really dont want to let you go.
I hope you dont let me go either.
I dont want to see your drop tears for me.
I'm not worth it.
A tear drop by you is like a huge rock falling on to me.
It hurts.
My heart hurts bad.
My heart is crying.
I'm tearing.
For the second time . .
Please dont leave me . .
Dont . .
Please . .
I dont want to give u any promises cause who know i might live till tommorrow
I will never say forever cause forever will never come

Monday, November 24

I'm suppose to be your guardian angel.
But i failed badly as one.
I cant even keep your smile up.
I cant even make u smile now.
One word for me.
Worthless.

Thursday, November 20

I hope everything would be how it is now.
Never to change at all.
Please dont let our feelings fade at all.
I dont want anything bad to happen.

Wednesday, November 12

Your smile makes my day.
Its been really a long time since i really smiled from heart again.
Thanks!